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Oct. 5th, 2010 @ 03:22 pm
What have I done?

Nothing.

That's the worst part. Cause I should have done something.

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know if things are fixed and okay or if I'm just stringing myself along.

A prayer is the only thing I have left for comfort.

I just wish there was more.

Let's turn back time. To last August. When I broke my best decision.

I was deciding more than I thought. And now, I can't go back.

I hurt so much. I just don't think you see it.

I hate crying without you...
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From:belovedletdown
Date:October 7th, 2010 11:55 am (UTC)
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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.

I know it has been entirely too long on my part and I have no idea what is going on, I just know that I have been confused, hurt and doubtful - and I see the same emotions on this page.

If you are doubting it's probably because you've been hurt. If someone hurt you then it is their job to make amends - or at least show you that they care. If they cannot offer that to you, then it may be time to sit down and reevaluate what they bring to your life.

A prayer can be very powerful, so use it carefully. I'll think of you in mine.

If you need me, email me. ashleyrev@me.com